BECAUSE OF YOU

Because of you~
my sexual orientation has changed~
nobody will know this~
i think just michelle know my sexual orientation has changed~
why?
When i need a boy to love me,
but he still
lie me,
hurt me,
do something not respect me~
do something make me don't believe he～
do he know that i will get hurt?
this time let me know and clear，
boy is can not believe,not girl can believe all also~
but at least girl(TB) understand girl~
hope i wont get hust from girl(TB)

？？？？？

到底你是不是真的对TB有感觉？
而慢慢的对男生没什么感觉了。
到底是不是因为他所做的东西令你觉得
不尊重你？
欺骗你？
所以你才会对男生完完全全的死心。。
现在对你来说男生都好像没有一个不骗你，
可是他们的借口就是因为不想要你乱想，所以才骗你。
为什么男生总是这样，
当你真的付出你的真心，可是却被他们给伤了。
就算他们真的很爱你很疼你，
那又怎样？他也是一样欺骗了你。。
你也一样受伤，欺骗了就是欺骗了，
这个事实也无法改变，
有第一次的欺骗就会有第二次的欺骗，
这个伤不容易康复，
为什么永远你都找不到一个不会欺骗你的人？
难道在爱情里一定要有人受伤，欺骗，第三者。。。。。。。
那才叫爱情吗?
这世上难道没了真爱和纯真的爱？

I CHOOSE THAT ROAD

The day before yesterday,when i chat with your friend,
he and i said something that i always dun wan to face the facts,
Although i not believe you,but i always hope really that just suspicious,
but he true are not like that,
that's why i will choose this road~
because you lie me~
i'm feel so lucky that i break up with you early~
because i know that u will continue say lie to me~

HATE!!!

i really do not have any regret the day i broke up with you~
when i saw u comment on the girl photo,
i really angry that why u alwasy like to chat with my school girl~
and i think back that maybe u lie me on the time when we still couple~
u really can not let me to believe you~
u always make me feel that you will lie me...
whatever,maybe u really lie me,but i don no~
so i do not feel regret~
when you say will wait me,i think maybe you relly can wait me,
but now,i know and i also believe that's impassible~
IMPASSIBLE~

心里的秘密

每个人心里都有些不能说的秘密,
就因为不想让人知道，
就只好收在心里，有心事不能说，
就算有朋友或男友或女友也未必能说，
这样永远是最辛苦的～
男人永远不会明白女孩的心到底在想什么～

AFTER COMPETITION

Gymnas Competition終于過了...
我們辛苦的日子也了，不能吃飯的日子
我終于不用醬辛苦了，因為對我來說減重真的很辛苦。。
這是我第一次減重，可以體會到減肥的人有多辛苦。。。
可是這次的經驗我覺得不錯，可以和國手州手比，可是我知道是沒有的比的，
因為他們真的太厲害了。。。我真的低估了他們的實力～
所以這次的辛苦都值得。。。
可是有時會記懷念training的日子～
可是不用懷念多久，就要再回到training的日子了。。。
在10月還有一場比賽，這次我們一定要贏，不能在輸。。。
我要在半年內train到國手級～
一定要～

PRACTICE WEEK

This few day very very tired~
and somemore so stress,
because 2moto is already competition,
and i noe that there hav many gymnasgirl is very geng~
i really scare,coz i can say in my group most bad tht 1~
make me feel wan cry,
2day,i really wan cry,co sharon say our team very bad and no tacit agreement~
like that how can we win~
can not believe what will happen in front me~
no dare to think it~
this thing make me could't sleep already few week~
i wanna relax my body,my brain~
if nt,2moro no nt competition already,coz too stress~